Monday, June 28, 2010

Every second $3,075.64 is being spent on pornography

I can’t say I have ever spent money on pornography. What I have spent was time that could have been used doing something productive, and a reputation that I should have been more aware of. People don’t believe that there is such a thing as porn addiction. That’s ridiculous. That’s like saying there is no such thing as a cocaine addiction, or alcohol addiction. Straight from the Merriam-Webster Dictionary, addiction is the persistent compulsive use of a substance known by the user to be harmful. Wait. Before you say that pornography is not harmful, read on. Porn effects people psychologically to the point that we don’t even notice it. It affects our attitude when we wake up; it affects how a man sees a woman. Instead of seeing our women as masterpieces from God, we treat them like they were the sex objects that we see when we’re watching pornography. And women, you’re not off the hook, watching pornography can cause you to feel like you deserve to be treated that way. That’s why when you are in a relationship where sex is involved, you always feel like there is a void that has not been filled. You feel like something is missing in your relationship, and you know what you’re right. I would like to compare porn to a silent fart, it goes off undetected, but the outcome is deadly. If that’s not enough research reveals that 77 percent of child molesters of boys and 87 percent of child molesters of girls admitted imitating the sexual behavior they had seen modeled in pornography. Holy Smack! I’m not saying just because you’re watching porn you’re a molester, but it’s an example of how pornography affects our mind without us even noticing it. It took me 15 minutes to write this, meaning that was 900 seconds, multiply that by 3,075, and you get $2,768,076. Money that supports an industry that allows women to be demoralize, and men to stray from God, we must stop this!


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Life. GLory. Love, all from and for the Lord Jesus Christ

Got some work in today, started working out again, and got to go on a run (really more of a walk) with Amy. I must say today was a good day, thanks Ice Cube for a great phrase.

O yeah, for all of those people who are keeping up with me, I promise you a track is going to be out soon. I'm working on a song right now, hopefully, if God allows me to, the track will drop sometime in July, keep a look out for it. Thanks for your support.

Life. Glory. Love, all from and for the Lord Jesus Christ

Sunday, June 27, 2010

Age 9

I lied, and lied over and over again. My girlfriend, who has been nothing but faithful and honest, had to sit there and listen to me tell her that I’ve been lying to her this whole time. Throughout my 3 and a half year relationship with my girlfriend, I have tried my best to be the ideal man for her, the Renaissance man. I was faithful (so I thought), caring, kind, loving, giving, and all the positive –ings you could think of. But all of that did not matter. The future that we have been so rigorously building towards came crashing down when I told her my addiction. Just like a lot of folks who are addicted, this “drug” was introduced to me at a young age, 9 if my memory serves me well. From that day on, curiosity grew in me, and as curiosity grew, so was the hole I was digging myself in.